week of strengthen

this week everything really goes well
accept all the test,so much for me to revise
but then,still thank God that i had the strength to go for pm
it was good!i had my own time with Him...
and i believe that He is there for me...
Tuesday went for special meeting by kel
it was really awesome! His love really overflows my heart
from there,i know...
i thought i was strong enough to face challenges
but I'm not...
i thought i was use to be His presence
but I'm not...
I'm still so hunger for Him
when the time I'm bowing down before Him
then,i know...how weak i am
i will never forget that night
a sudden hit from heaven and
how His love had filled me...
thanks kel for the praying
it was not by luck and chance like what kel said
but God's purpose!
And finally...
DR.A.R Bernard was here!!!
frankly,i like Pastor Phil even more though
but His preaching was good
and his jokes too of course^^
such a mighty man of God!
He said we,the human being
deserve to be going hell because of all sins
but because of God
we deserve to be forgiven even we sin against Him
now...i trust Him even more!
even if you were to put me to hell...i know you were there for me
and often...people laugh at our decision and make fun of it
or even scold us being so desperate for our religion
but who cares...
i shall not love the earth I'm leaving in
but love the kingdom of God where He lives in!
and i know...all this criticising from the surrounding
just to prove that in His name...
i deserve to be ashamed
even it was the worse
but this is all that i can do to sacrifice myself for Him