God is good!

Praise the Lord! i just persuaded my mum...
for water-baptised!
how great is my God that i'm serving
im so excited >O< can't wait for the moment to come
and commit myself to Him...
anw,i was finding my christian name just now,
em...out of ideas actually...
but i think of some
and cyn said she'll be helping too
i wander what she will find
let me ask daddy God tonight~~~
hahazzz...

loving week

had a great week...
and i just can't wait for tomorrow's kel zone meeting
pray that it will be awesome and fantastic...
seriously,i really feels that kel is going to lay hand on us
but more and more,i still pray that God will aniot him when he is preaching^^
anyway,i was keep on sneezing this whole entire week,just don't know why>O<
am i going to catch a flu soon??...arghh,hope not to
and the friends around me,if you are sick,do rest well...seriously!
cause we just can't afford to be sick in this period of time ya!
so study hard and rest well...
nothing much
so cya~

week of strengthen

this week everything really goes well
accept all the test,so much for me to revise
but then,still thank God that i had the strength to go for pm
it was good!i had my own time with Him...
and i believe that He is there for me...
Tuesday went for special meeting by kel
it was really awesome! His love really overflows my heart
from there,i know...
i thought i was strong enough to face challenges
but I'm not...
i thought i was use to be His presence
but I'm not...
I'm still so hunger for Him
when the time I'm bowing down before Him
then,i know...how weak i am
i will never forget that night
a sudden hit from heaven and
how His love had filled me...
thanks kel for the praying
it was not by luck and chance like what kel said
but God's purpose!
And finally...
DR.A.R Bernard was here!!!
frankly,i like Pastor Phil even more though
but His preaching was good
and his jokes too of course^^
such a mighty man of God!
He said we,the human being
deserve to be going hell because of all sins
but because of God
we deserve to be forgiven even we sin against Him
now...i trust Him even more!
even if you were to put me to hell...i know you were there for me
and often...people laugh at our decision and make fun of it
or even scold us being so desperate for our religion
but who cares...
i shall not love the earth I'm leaving in
but love the kingdom of God where He lives in!
and i know...all this criticising from the surrounding
just to prove that in His name...
i deserve to be ashamed
even it was the worse
but this is all that i can do to sacrifice myself for Him

happy b'd CHC

happy birthday CHC!
today was a great day
though we woke up early in the morning like 545~
and heavy rain some more but i thank God for His love upon the church
and the massage by pastor Kong was short but yet powerful!
and Sun was back and i was wondering is she balck even more??
haha...
anw...
i love the performance which put up by CHC band...
i love that song very much too!
and the drama and everything
but too sad to leave half way and rush down for my dance class
it was great and fun too
and in the bus on our way back to amk
we talk alot...
seems like sth has change
but this is so call destiny?!i think
cheer up baby!
i will always be there for you
loveya

THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHING!

I LOVE YOU

this is what daddy God had say to me...
ever since im born...
ever since im form...
he tell me that he loves me
and till now,
even im not 100% faithful to Him
but daddy God is always 100% faithful to me
no matter what...
He is so interest about my life
so passionate to find ways to let me know Him...
His is greater than all...
His is my central point
without Him,i will fall..
and now;
please give me a chance to dwell in your love again
to stay rooted in your faith and your church
to start loving you by loving your words
becasuse i just simply want a pure heart and pure mind
to worship a pure you!
thankyou for giving me a chance to tell you
'daddy God,I LOVE YOU!'

weird

this feeling really bothering me this few days?
or weeks?
i don't know,i just hate it!
whenever i got to face this kind of situation.
since primary school to now...
i just feel weird with that person
trying to avoid but i scare misunderstand will take place
i am just stuck...there....OMG!what should i do...
i've talking to stella and though i am getting pretty ok now
better than just now...but the question yet to solve~~
arghhh...guess what,heck care....just do what i feel to do
im done with all this!
i'm just DIAO!!!>_<

BUT STILL: THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHING!

thought the e-learning will be great but
thta's not true...
i mean....there are soo many task waiting to be compelet
i now prefer go to school more than this e-learning
seriously...
i almost got crazy after all this...
i need a break
im going to watch some movie to relax myself..
bye

THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHING!

fruitful day

such a fruitful day for me!
was having a most interesting lesson with laoshi
i didn't know that ballet was that fun!
and seriously i enjoyed it...haha:)
after that,laoshi treat us ice-cream
it was super duper delicious
and i know i was random again today
in front of her
but just want her to be happy^^
anw...
took a cab and rushing down to ms Jey's house
i must said that her son was damn cute!!!
and once again,ms Jey treat us KFC
thankyou soo much...
i think the products which are the two dolls
quite nice and hope we can present well on stage on wed!
and except the cab fee,i didn't spent money for lunch and dinner
THANK GOD FOR ALL THE BLESSING!

haha...had a well rest yesterday
so excited for today's svc
pray that it will be great and refresh me:)
okay,i know last post was really random
becauuse i was just too tired
anw...
juat want to share one thing im satisfied
was my art for this week
i myself really felt that i've done a good job
hehe....the art was basically scratch art
and though i know im not the best among all
but i did put in lots of effort in it...
hope your like it too!!

THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHING!

still busying

such a long week for me
and many things that i am still catch up on
so this is the reason why i never post
even if i really want to do so...
so tiring to continue typing on...
bye

exhausted but yet satisfied

my body was like a phone run out of batt

since sat morning till now...

sat morning...

all of the performancer were gather at ava room

we all were like rushing here and there

putting on our make up

changing cloth...

doing hair and

after all this

we were like the star man..haha

all the preparation for the speech day

ran through the whole program for twice i think

the back stage was already in a mess

thn after a 15 quick dinner

which i didn't even eat 1/4 of the lunch box

><

(causing feeling vomiting since that morning)

thn i went back to back stage prepare for the real concert

was still excited because a pretty was here to watch our concert

but too bad,we didn't get to see her~~><~~

but all in all

a month of preparation was over in a night

however,

i think we did shake the whole hall

because ms verona said

this is our night,just enjoyed it!!

and personally i did enjoy it lots

and the nervous were all gone

especially when the comes

seriously,i don't bear to let it over

so were stella,right~~~

after that,me,stella,her stead,kelly and william

go lau pa sat and eat supper

damn nice!!!!

AND

this was sat!

turn to sun...

i can't make it for s4

becaus of my dance class outside with that pretty

almost late for meeting stella

because i can't get up on my bed

but she manage to call me

so i was rushing like hell

early in the morning..

dissapointed but had a great time at the lesson

though i seriously think that my batt was still low

after that go anderson eat ice cream

i promise im not gonna eat there again

it sucks...i really mean it!
anyway,when on my way home

i really scare that i'll just fall and sleep on the ground

and that's it...

too tiring to walk...

i get a quick change and jump on to my bed

good night my friend....

untill evening

and that was sun!

today...

im still not in a mood....

just wanna sleep and sleep

but it's cg outing...

long time never meet them

i miss them so much!

thn all of us went to catch a movie

it was Eclipse...

and it was not that fantastic as what i thought

frankly...

i was almost fall asleep during the movie

cause i was really very tiring!!!!

anyway...after that

rushing home and completed my work finally

within 15 mins..(that's fast!)

and this was today!

im gonna charge myself by sleep right now...
all in all

im was extremely exhausted but yet satisfied!

THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHINGS!

yesterday,today,tomorrow

yesterday had a great fellowship with all my dear sister!
and it was amazing...
starting was emy and i thn meet up with jlynn,han and cindy
on our way to suntec,we saw CYN!!!
but too sad we didn't had a chance to fellowship with her
casuse she was leaving earlier...
anyway....
after the dinner,we were suddenly talking about world cup
thn we were like downloaded the supper annoying vuvuzela
thn starting to play with it,guess what,haha,emy,addicted on it
even when we went to starbucks,she still playing with it...arghhh!!!
ANNOYING~~~
after all...we began to talk about kindegarden and when we use to be a kid
have poo on the bed,in the pants or on the floor or anywhere><>0<
tmr is full full full dress rehearsal again!tired....

PRAISE YOUR NAME ONCE AGAIN

IM REALLY HAPPY!!!
AND TOUCHING!!!
PASTOR KONG WAS BACK!!!
for svc today...
sermon and the atmosphere was great
thank God~
for the encounting with the holy spirit once again!
and i really love the massage lotzz
AND!!!
SUN IS BACK TOO!!!
i love her voice to the MAX
LORD!
even this is the tough time that you've
given to our church and to us
let really stand united
and strengthen us
especially for PK and SUN
however
just now we were fellowship in marina square
and we were just seat at the rooftop and chatting
playing monoply deal
it's just like usual
but i can really feel the love is moving bewteen the members
and this was what pastor kong was preaching today in svc

THANK HIM FOR EVERYTHING!

Im back!

two weeks in china was over
and now im back to sing...
glad that im back so early
because all this days in china
there's one things that can prove that
i can't imagine how am i going to live without internet....
i can't online at all...and it drive me crazy!
anyway....i want to get all over again
restart my life from this moment...
i really feel like i need to do sth on my study
and somebody just pray for me thankyou!
i need a miracle to happen.
anyway,i really miss dad and mom now...
and my bigbigbig bed too!!!

with you,nothing is impossible!

All glory to God

A.C was over...

time really past fast and i do enjoy moment when all of us queuing up for the session.

thought there were some days we need to queue under the sun but i felt no regret

because i really cherish very much all the time fellowships with my cg members

frankly,i really felt the move of holy spirit in me in every service.

especially the service by Pastor Phil Pringle..

when he pray for the country

all of them were so hungry for God

and my heart...

got a touch from heaven also

He spoke to me

is time to bring a revolution in this generation

to other area of China to bring salvation.

and the time when Alison sang the out of my hands..

the holy spirit was so strong in me that i kept crying and knee down for Him

Thanks God for everything and even the performance.

and when the time Pastor Kong preach about the relationship of love

I'm really impacted.

and i was so happy to said that i got a Reign Album from CHC band

it was awesome and i got their signature from them

their song touches me and i believe there's no other idol else where

can every compare to them,

i mean i not idolise to show or rainine or whatever anymore.

they are the best for me to appreciate to.

not only that i shaked their hand and taken a photo from them

Praise the Lord!!

they are the people who use their talent to impact ppls too!

isn't that amazing?

The five days of Asia-Conference just too great for me to say anything!

All Glory To God!!!!!!

stress

Today really pissed me off!
none of my subject that i was satisfied with
when i get back the result
of cos i won't blame Him...
because i know that if not Him,i might as well got worse
so,no matter what,it's a fact!
just jiayou in end of year bah!!!
man~gonna fighting wiith that 40 position for 3E1 among the 80...
jiayoujiayoujiayoujiayoujiayoujiayoujiayoujiayoujiayoujiayou!!!!

maybe

just wondering if i can know you more...

disappointed

i think my blog started to have mould already...
if my post wasn't here^^
anw,had science paper today...
it was kindna bushuang,
cause i go ask teacher Su
then realised that i made lotzz of mistake
by CARELESS.~~><~~
only can get around 24/30 bah...
such a moody day,
actually there is still another thing
a really bad thing that freaked me out
but definitely i won't tell
cause PERSONAL,CONFIDENTIAL...
not gonna tell:p
btw,go to lala house and study maths just now
with yan...
em,not consider studying but we was gossiping...
ya know,this is what gals always do!
we were talking about school,life?...
everything```that we could talk about
then,when i reach home i didn't really expected
that steph will bought me KOL-honey red tea(my favourite)
and a new cloths for my iphone...
the cloths was kindna cute^^
thanks lot!

SHOULD I FORGET IT?
I THINK I SHOULD...

great things is going to happen!

Luke6:48
"He is like a man building a house,who dug deep and laid the foundation on the rock.And when the flood arose,the stream beat vehemently against that house,and could not shake it,for it was founded on the rock.

This verse suddenly pop out from my mind and I just feel like I can carry on with the strength that God had given to me no matter what's ahead!

Thankyou for His Love

Sooooo happy today!!!and I was given a chance by cyn to lead the cg for game!!!thank God for the opportunity to rise up.I like today's cg very much and it's quite different from the usual one...really can't discribe my feeling right now because I'm excited that I can visualize that God is going to do something big in my life and He is going to give me a breakthrough.
Em...waiting for Tuesday's arrival cause I'll be attending a leadership service by a pastor in Korean!!!!
*0*so so so excited!!!
Man~~~I serve a awesome God!!!!
I love you Jesus always♥

Movies...

Just watch a movie with rachel

guess what is it...

haha:)

Alice In WonderLand

seriously

i don't think it's VERY nice

cause i've already knew

what is it about...

but i'm pretty enjoy watching it...

somemore

i bought along with my

'crispy fried chicken'

but so sad,

the water vapour

trapped inside the plastic bag

and makes the chicken not crispy anymore

~~~~~><~~~~~

anyway...

i watched another movie on internet

when i went home

and i just finished the movie

and th etitle of the movie is call'婚纱'

it really make me cry untill like nobody's business

it's about,a mother

which is a wedding dress designer

discovered that she herself

had a incurable disease

and she decide to design a dress for her own daughter

after all,her daugther found out the truth...

and the story between the two of them

really touch me lots......

i cry like crazy when i watch what her daughter did

after she knew everything

i highly recommende this to all of you

my heart heaven't calm down yet

since the show end till now

satisfy

just had a chat with stella on msn,
so happy with it:)
and feels like it has being a long time since i'm with her
we chat alot...sharing about all the bad and goods...
but felt so sorry when she ask me
when we get so close?and i didn't even know
however,i really cherish this friendship lotz
now i know,
it is better that there is a friend who will always by your side
when you were sad or alone...
thanks dear!you're such an encouragement to me
let's move on no matter what happen!
Loveya~{♥}

Renewing

Through out the tiring week....
Frankly speaking,it wasn't good at all
but It feel good to come church this week to
renewing myself
strengthen my faith
my Abba Father
thankyou for being so faithful even though I'm not
and thankyou for your presence:)
loveya

Update!!!

Time Past very fast,going back to china and celebrated my new year with my parents are just like a dream to me..
Anw,those few days really satisfy me and makes me felt extremely super happy!!!and of course I get angbao too~
I really thank God for the blessing that He gave me and he know me that building fund is coming,I'm gonna step a
step of faith to Him and where by I need the money to not just building a building but my life into His kingdom....oh
my gosh!getting excited to it...and I can finally work towards my goal^^haha...also,can said that this week was not a
really great weeks for me because test after test....and it's tired throught out this few days.but it makes me looking
forwards tomorrow's svc more!!!because I can finally refresh myself again after the few days of all the holidays and
schooling,strength myself again*o*
And talking about the dance I don't know wether should I laugh or cry,there's hardly any words can describe the new
teacher,ok,he's a male teacher,he's quite gay and being a bit cici...what can I still describe?I don't know,just feel weird
and funny when he was teacher and because he's from china,when we laugh at him for all the so call'weird' action and
sound he had make....but he didn't even know what we laughing about!!!by the way...it's really wired><

SHINee-RingDingDong

i in love with thi sng and the dance...

或许有如果

本以为中2会是平静的一年

当然我知道世上必然会有很多的不如意

才2月，在学校发生了很多事情

尤其是幼稚的人，事，物

让我觉得十分无聊

发生这些事时，

朋友们往往想去报复

让事情雪上加霜

但其实，他们却忘了

退一步

可以雨过天晴

可以海阔天空

不知道

当他们有这样的想法在脑海闪过时

会不会觉得很快乐

觉得自己已经会是胜利的那一方

但其实这些都建立在别人的痛苦上

这些事情

让我渐渐觉得

累了

厌倦了

而且，更讨厌自己了

为什么这么大了

还这么不成熟懂事

对于这么点小事都不能把它处理好

是因为我不够成熟？

还是其他人太幼稚？

或许，

这就是用来安慰自己的理由吧

如果我和朋友做的任何事情

在其他人眼里都是如此的不顺心

那么为什么就不能面带笑容的走过呢

偏要制造不必要的暴风雨

偏要使我们崩溃

使我们在不安宁的日子里度过

当然每个人有每个人的处事方式

我没办法阻止

但如果真的想继续把这个游戏玩下去

那就去吧

我只能说

我的朋友阿，

游戏玩完了

你所有的敌人，如你所愿的

都死了

或许这样的结局会让你得到一时的快活

但并不是永久的

在别人的眼里

你已经是一个笑柄了

一个只知道活在自己世界里的傻瓜

就像那只井底里的青蛙

各自对着那个一直在操控你的恶魔

拼命的去挣扎

到头来

你得到的是真正的快乐

还是会弄得遍体鳞伤

但愿，我们都失忆

回到最初

又或许有如果

如果我们不曾相识

会不会好一点...

Since my friend said that ,

my blog was actually

in a dead mood,

so

I'm going to type something on it.

today,

there's some problem happened between

both of the two express class

and cynthia was screaming in the class

when she stepped into the class after the recess

cause her desk was in a mess!

and we can't really figure out who did that

but our class think that one of the main reason that they against us

was because of cynthea 's attitude

However.....

i don't really want to involved such things

as they really quite lame and childish

anws......

about the visiting the elderly tomorrow

i really quite excited about it

i can't wait to talk to them

which i think those elderly who's really

need people to care for them

looking forwards to it and hope

all of them are gonna to accept our little so call"gift"

another thing....

thinking of learning guitar or piano

don't know if i can have the chance

but have chance not means have the time

never mind,forget it

bye

growth day

The word really works!

HEY!

There were something

funny stuff happened in the class today

makes me really laugh

and i can't even control myself!!!

how i wish the class stay like that every singel day

however

luck turns bad after school

and i was suppose

to meet emy with han

and

han and i sat at starbucks and wait for our dear emy

to come and meet us

when we sat there

i realise that han was going through a tough time

which she didn't mension before

i felt sorry for her

as when she's talking about her family

she was going to cry

and i didn't expect this happen

cause i've never even saw her cried infront of me

except in cg or svc~

i mean personal thingy

anyways

emy didn't manage to meet with us

in the end~
so we decided to go back first

and guess what

i lost my ezlink AGAIN!

when im walking back

and i was shock

of cause

going back to starbucks and search

but

there was nothing there

so i went back

to the way of mrt

and keep looking at the floor

trying to find my card so hardly

but look like a silly

i was soooo down

but there was something that cheers me up

not han's joke or whatever

but is the word of God appear in my mind

bad things always happen

but be positive in my own mind set

and there it is,im happy again

han was right

losing a card didn't mean anything

there's still something worsen than this

why should i bother to angry or sad about it

but again

another bad things happened again

i was so tired when i stand in the train

and the speaker said

'next stop,novena'

and when it reach,

it's not exactly NOVENA

but

is TOAPAYOH

and i didn't get down the train

and

obviously,i missed it!

so travel to bradell and go back again

i was extremely exhausted!!!

but as i said

agian,

those two sentence

had totally change my mood on that moment

and makes me look forward tomorrow

but not remember today's sorrow

HOPE THERE'S SOMETHING GOOD IS GOING TO Happen to me tomorrow

Charlie bit my finger again

[another qute video]

David after the dentist

[take a look of this funny video~listen what the boy had said]

>Blessed<

The svc today was great and it really impacts me a lot

basically,

i was actually almost laughing till the end!!

because what pastor Kong had share today

was really a powerful massage to me

and of course,

~~it's funny~~

anyways

when he share about the new building

that we gonna have

i was extremely excited

because,

the church is going to move

to the central part of singapre

and it means

i don't really need to travel so far

and spending lots of time in mrt again

hehe...

but of course

i believe that it's worth to be doing so

in this past 1 year plus!

and

pastor Kong had show us the powerpoint

that every singel place

which they had tried to get the land

he even think of wanting to

buy the expo hall 1 to 12

if im not wrong

it makes me shock

when he show us the slide

then the other silde was

TOAPAYOH

the exact place was at the swimming complex there

which just NEAR MY HOUSE!!!

gosh~

i can't imaging if the church really located at there

how awesome is this

but pastor said that

they almost get it

but in the end

obviously no

though it didn't happen

but im not too sad

think is because

i know how far and long would it be

from tpy travel to church

and

if the church really located there

the same goes to them

the other church members which

belong to boonlay that area

it's very difficult for them too

think about that

makes me flash back

last time

my faith use to be shaken easily

just because of the distance

from my house to church

but i think

this is what God want from us

He want to see how patient we are

and now finally,

He heard our prayer

though it's not tpy

but it's till in red line

maybe....

but one thing im sure

i won't spent lots of time traveling again

praise the Lord!!!

what a wonderful God that i serve

this is the first time that

i can't wait for the rise and build season to arrive>0<

praise the Lord!

praise the Lord!

just heard a good news from dad

and that's

going to get an iphone soon!!

super super excited

actually,im wanted it long ago

but steph was right,

i can't request for everything i wanted from parents

as i know that i have not get any money by my own yet

so just don't want to be a materialistic person

as what she think of me

but

i believe is the love of God

which knows my desire so well that

He given me more than what i expect!

thank God sooo much~

if i really got it from dad

keep continue praying for that!

★love daddy God so much more than i could say★

weird~

Emm...
dislike using blogspot as my personal blogcause to me,
it's very troublesomeand obviously,
this is my first time using it
feel weird but got to say was force to be using this
becaus of some reason
or else,
to me,
i really prefer my original blog and that's
http://milky_chocolate.blogspot.com
and i think,
except doing homework somthing like reflection that kind
need to use this blog
otherwise,
i won't be touching on it
or maybe...
yup
ok,
it's the end
not much to say
bye